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C'monnnnnnnnnn   Whatever   Gracie Lou Freebush, at your service.

So very tired of coming in second place to another girl.

— 2 weeks ago with 1 note
#personal  #please ignore me 

First week in Colorado:  B-

This post is another one of those “I’m so invisible” posts. Because that’s how I feel. I don’t have any friends.

Well, I have friends, but nobody I can’ really talk to, ya know? Everyone is at the football game today. I decided not to go, and I’m kind of regretting it. I really didn’t wanna spend 8 hours in Denver (the game is at the bronchos stadium because its a huge rivalry game), with no real way home. I’m starting to get really lonely. Everyone has a “clique” and I just sit in my room and play WoW, read, or do homework if I’m not in class. I want to go home. But I really don’t want to at the same time. I’m trying really hard to be happy here, but it just kind of sucks.

Don’t get me wrong, I love the school itself. I love my classes. My professors are pretty awesome. But all anyone wants to do is party. And if you don’t party you’re a loser. And the only person I know who doesn’t party.. well.. I can only handle so much. I dig her a lot. She’s way cool. But I think because I have spent most of my life kinda by myself, no siblings, etc, that having someone just pop over to my room whenever is weird. I don’t know how I feel about it. It’s uncomfortable. And i don’t want to tell her that because it’s not her fault, really. It’s just how I am.

Guess we’ll see how this week goes.

— 7 months ago
#personal  #college  #lonely  #stupid teenage text post 

The phrase “Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.” comes to mind.

— 8 months ago
#personal  #final straw  #fuck you i just want to help 

GODDAMNIT YOU DON’T MAKE ANY SENSE AND I’M LIKE ONE MORE INCIDENT FROM GOING TO YOUR GODDAMN PARENTS DON’T MAKE ME DO THAT YOU’RE 21 FOR FUCKS SAKE

— 9 months ago
#personal  #rant  #oops 

Can anyone tell me why my volume won’t work when my phone is docked?

— 9 months ago
#help  #iPod  #iPhone  #Apple  #personal  #music 
Ugh.

I just want to go to Colorado already. Like… I spend at least 2 hours a day looking at stuff for it. I have nothing else to look at. I. Just. Want. To. Go. I had to force myself to get on tumblr and off my student portal for the university.

— 10 months ago
#Colorado  #University of Colorado-Boulder  #good lord help me  #personal 

guys my dad just gave me a bed time.

of 10:30.

it’s 10:20

did I mention I’m 18 years old?

— 10 months ago
#personal  #oh my father  #he thinks i'll actually go to sleep then  #hehehe 

I’m freaking out right now because of some stupid nightmare and all I want is to talk to you

— 10 months ago with 1 note
#personal  #still fighting and not talking  #:(